Sunday, January 29, 2006

Buzz...yox everybody...haha its been a long long long long time since i last blogged..or rather..i gave up on blogging..hmm a few months ago? well..i decided to blog agaIn as i thought it will be necessary.Hmm..tommy left ytd..at 2.45pm..on friday night we had a farewell party for him..or rather..he organized it...everybody teared uncontrollably..having tommy to leave us is a terrible feeling..though our friendship started one year ago...he too crossed my path and made my life more interesting. I didnt cry..and i am damn surprise..(im a cry baby) perhaps i was overwhelmed by grief..and everything happened so fast...the impact of tommy's absence hit me on the next day..i read everyone's blog..and my heart ache..(u can feel it) at that moment i felt like i have so much to say to him..his departing words to be were " i've learnt so much from you, u have been very helpfuL.." i didnt know what to reply but to utter" take care in UK" *hit myself with a bat* arghs...i should have booked him the whole afternoon and poured out my thoughts to him...*andrew always do things without thinking through the brain* anyway..he left..just waiting for march to come..haix...i totally agree with kaiying..such things are part and parcel of life...just be grateful that they have once crossed ur path and layed down a chapter in your life..i think as we grow older...we have matured and began to see things from a different point..i see in everybody's msn nick..."treasure this....before..its too late" me too, wrote that..becuz thats very true...however..our words are always louder than our actiOns..often we are so close to this particular friend that we don give them the basic respect...and becuz of that..the "victim" may be affected and feel that they are not appreciated...rmb friends..never allow the invitation of intimacy to be destroyed by the contempt of familiarity...time files...before u know it..its O'lvls...and then everybody is going to go separate ways..how sad..yeah it is...but...we got to move on..haix..i always wanted to excel in the area of relationship...not just BGR..but all kinds of relationshIp..the very reason is becuz..in my life...(hey 15 yrs k) ive failed in a lot of relationships..be it..friendship...or even BGR. i thought it was high time to pin point on my weakness and change for the better...ive always thought i was a gd friend...however..im not actually that good...i don really respect people's privacy...and i utter whatever i like..and want to know everything...tat i shouldnt know...in other words im KPO...but..im not..ive always wanted to instill the value of Compassion into my life...i want to become helpfula and care for ppl...i guess ive over done it...so sorry..in particular to Joel..i will not go into details..but i guess i have been a lousy friend..who always complained that im not being appreciated...i think there is such thing called retribution...early in my sec 3 years..i used to be very confident in class..as im quite well liked( i hope i was)...and i like to disturb my classmates..but now..haha..i really don like to go to school le...people dislike me..for one reason or another...so..usually during recess..ill be alone..and all that...so ill just sleep..actually im not tired..but just don feel like...facing people..im trying to get use to such life...so i really hOpe sec 4 will end soon..friends are so impt ppl in life...they make u cry..luff..smile..angry..all kinds of stuff happen when u are with friends..but teens like us in such age..will fall in love yea...so..all my really good frens (hope they are) are sort of attached? yeah..so..u know when boys have gurls..they passion for everything dies..except for their gal..and becuz of this..i was quite alone...cuz..whatever i shared with the boy..the gurl will know....people do change after they get into a relationship...they really change..though those ppl will say "nononono i nv change" crap k...and i really hate these ppl..i dunno why..maybe its jealousy?getting into a relationship is so demanding...so to people out there..good luck...hmm...im really tired of my life...really...its uninteresting and...lonely..im nickanmed" zi bi zen"..to ppl who call me that...if al of u knw me well enuff...ure know why i like to be alone"...anyway...i know alot of ppl make fun of me..as a christian..and say a lot of scarstic remarks..haix..thats sad too..=(...hmm i tot iver found a life long friend...a few months ago..but it seems that its not that true...haha...sOmetimes loooks play such a big role in the world..if ure ugly..ur ugly and will get discriminated..badly...but if u are gd looking..no matter how bad ur are..ppl will overlook it...i guess thats the society..tHanks mum..for giving birth to an ugly boy..haha..ive so much more to say...but im...loss for words..before i end..i just wan to thank this particular buddy of mine...he used to be my bud..but not now anymore..haha..erm..i've done alot of things that make u displeased...but just wanna say that i didnt did all those things on purpose..all are out of good will...but ive promised the both of u..that from that day onwards...ill slowly detached myself from both of u...so sry...i really tot i found some realiable friends..haha....anyway..i really hope ill be gone..really...life is demanding..and exhausting...i cant really take it..i'll continue the next time...buzz..

If it is to be,it is up to me
8:29 AM

Monday, August 08, 2005

buzz.. A conversation with Mr Teo,
Kelvin : you have to increase you CAPICITY
Andrew: what is capitcity?
Kelvin: tell me the difference between a headprefect and a sec 1 trainedd prefect
Andrew: more responsibilities..work..attention..as well as the ABILITY TO LEAD AND SERVE
Kelvin: You got it! the ability to do something thus, increasing ur capacity means getting yourself involved in many things at one time and yet still excel in every areas
Andrew: oh it got it!

Its always better to get urself occupied and do something meaningful then sitting in front of a computer for 12 hours..i have so many things to do and i know i would excel! so i don have much times to spend smouldering anger or hatred..i also don have time to care of people who think they are wonders..yea its totally a waste of my time..i spend time with people that are worthy of my time! Friendship is meant to move. only a few stays. these are the few!

buzz..

If it is to be,it is up to me
11:11 PM

Friday, July 29, 2005

buZz..just came back from Amaths lesson..haha..every week, after i return from my tution, i would learn something useful from Miss Ng. Just now, she told about the conseuqences if we act rashly and beat people up. So to the people reading my blog : Don fight back. We must have the last luff!! On our way back, we were also toking about ghosts all those stuff...and i asked joel if he believes..he doesnt believe which is nth wrong! cuz living in a mutil racial and religion country, we must learn how to RESPECT and ACCEPT other people's opinions and practises, take for eg, if u think this particular object is ugly, doesnt mean every other people who sees it must agree with u. different people have different tastes, likes and dislikes.

Sun Hao is a pain in the neck. arghs he bullied Mdm Rosiani who is like 7months pregnant!! arghs...if u dare to touch our dustbin...we will demand for u to leave 3e1 immeadiately..erm anway to clarify things i have alrdy forgiven him but i have nt forget the matter its recently his attitdue was so worst! i cnt stand. Mdm hua is also not bias. i think we should learn how to see things at a higher maturity. erm mayb there are misunderstandings, cuz i intially also tot she was bias! haix..sun hao..u are giving us a lot of problems u know? gat a hell out of 3e1 for god's sake!

I found out that i enjoy spending my time in the prefects' room with the prefects =D i can actually share my burden with them...erm..mayb the other jyyains..my classmates cannot really understand cuz they are not caught in out situations but they too are impt! w/o them our lives will be more miserable too. so to all friends of the prefects : Help, Support, Encourage us!

To the prefects: A lot of times i wish to write all my troubles here but i fear i might affect other people so i prefered to write in my own journal. More importantly if anyone of u face any problems i am here to help =D DOn get over tired and stressed up we must look out for one another. No1 walks alone. thanks ya! especially the exco members T_T

To my friends: i may not be able to be with all of you..and sometimes becuz of my workload i may flare up easily but i seek understanding from al of you although sometimes i will say things like : aiyar i got meeting la cnt go this cnt go that" i want to join de..but its becuz of the stress and all other things..ya..so thanks

Buzzz..

If it is to be,it is up to me
11:14 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Buzz..yeah i am back again..haha..its been a long time since i last blog and a lot of things had happen..most of them are bad..but i have emerge out of all the problems as a much better person..time really flies..in an twinkling of any eye, before we know, we will be sitting for our O'lvls..haix..which also means we are going to graduate le..haix will miss all my frens T_T and the prefectorial board T_T
These few days has been very tiring..have meeting almost everyday..luckily i got permission by Mr dan very man koh to come for taf once a week..haix..tml taking Napfa retest..cheebong leh!!
Currently, we are in the process of preparing for the teachers' day..arghs hope everything will be done smoothly and the teachers will have a great time and most of all hope that from now onwards the school will trust us more and give us the support that the board needs. Mr Ho is right, i cannot work alone..so i really need to thank my exco members for giving me the support..i am sure we will have a lot fun together..and also my frens!! who is trying their best nt to break sch rules thank you all! T_T
My exco members (top 11)
Cheng Ying Ming aka Muddy ying:
A girl whom i always quarrell, bicker, fight with. she sucks! lol i sucks too..but after we fight...we will become gd partners again...lolx! so sorry veggie for always hurling vulgarities at you! haha lets hope we can bring the board to a higher level

Wani:
A very cheerful girl who nv fails to encourge me..always offer a helping hand..always there to bring fun and luffter to all of us! Caring and compassionate!

Joel aka Shifu:
Life long learner =D who nv fails to tuck in his shirt! =x the quietest among us..but also the most mysterious one..haha..the smile on his face will make ur anger fade away and brightens our day, enthusiastic person! Joel is willing to help whenever u need help! but one thing, dunno the meaning of "ban electronic items"=x

Yitan aka the person who always drown:
Welfare Head. Always play with wani. another person who bring fun and luffter to us! enthusiastic! and fun loving! but one thing dunno the meaning of " cannot eat outside the canteen"

Ceyu aka Brother aka Cloud:
Attitude is awful. awfully good! very playful, but is one of an example of "servant leader" offer help, and perform to the best of his ability.

Esther aka fish who knows how to kpkb:
Creative thinker. Confident. Helpful but react very fast..too fast..and bad tempered! just like me!

Atiqah aka atiko aka prostitute:
ChiobU! very funny..100% birng luffter to us with every single action she does. helpful and caring! looks confident even if she is trembling in her heart!!

Huiting:
Caring and compassionate.

If it is to be,it is up to me
6:35 PM

Monday, June 27, 2005

buzz...just came back from the investiture reheresal..dog tired now arghs...but the reheresal was fun! i love the walking in part..makes me feel as if i am a model =x haha...i am really getting nervous as this wednesday is the Prefects' Investiture :S oh no! hope everything goes on smoothly. ok its the first day of school..monay blues..nagged by Mr harris, singapura, and blind this morning...yea..just the same old stuff..lame! we also shared some experiences with our teachers.and had some good luff during phy n MT lessons..from 14th july- 16th Aug...Miss Angeline Ong Hui Miin and Mdm Hua HOng Xia will be our form and co form teachers respectively..LOL make me ho nio~ haha..arghs the bitch act as if she can controls everyone again...lol cannot stand her "act serious look" make me wanna luff out loud =x moroever..don try to be on gd terms with me..cuz we are not at all =D shoo! Looking forward to this SAt's tonning and Sun's Outing...and dunno when jiahao wants to watch initial D? mayb i shld give it a try? hmm..still considering..ppl persuade me to go! LOL..make me wanna watch =x! buzz..

If it is to be,it is up to me
7:30 PM

Thursday, June 23, 2005

buZz..wow just came back from our last gathering..lol bBQ! haha..had so much fun and laughter..the only pity was that some of them could not join us..people like jiahao..tiong meng...claudia..lol..just to name a few..anyway i didnt join them to watch the movie as such movie aint my cup of tea..i am nt a car person neither am i a craz for edison and jay..LOL..so me and valerie (who is also not interested) went to prepare the night's BBQ while they enjoy their movie..we met up with ky and her mum who offered to give us a ride..so we went to GIANT to buy all our food..we bought like food like chicken wings..sting ray..crab meat..hot dog..bla bla bla *don drool kae* then we proceeded to buy all the non food items..after putting everything at ky's hse..me n val head stra8 to Sheng Siong to buy otah..haha..
Our BBQ started at ard....6.30 becuz of some idoits teenagers who act lian but nt very lian..and act beng and ended up like retards..LOL they did not book the BBQ pits and act as if they had book.stupid! go and bbq on ur arm pits la.. =x..after chasing them away..*act* we started our bbq..haha..we luff and eat...eat n luff...had a lot of fun! haha leslie started to play some oldies and sang..hey mai siao siao..LESLIE TAY is a 4th grade pianist and can sing hokkien oldies very well kae..but on the other hand..his wife..ivy cannot stand such songs...LOL...LESLIE was so feirce scolded me when i wanted to take a chicken wing to eat..then i act angry..but in the end -.- i cnt helped but arm chio -.- LOL! while we were having a great time...we were diaoed by a gang of ah bengs..lol made me so uncomfortable -.- we really had a great time...laughing....joking..rolling..jumping..singing -.- LOL potential attention seekers! haha...then ivy cracked a joke: when a dog have a heart attack..they will whimper..then she made a whimper sound..made me luffed like anything..LOL!..then after some time..they started playing poker cards..for every card that u have left at the end of the game..u have to do 5 push up..in the end i need to do 15...but i went to one side and move my hips..something like fcuking..haha..then leslie caught me...ok i am a weakling..then play play play....i keep on scold ivy for making too much noise..then leslie like nt very happy -.- cuz i say ivy shut up b4 i poke ur nor nor LOL!..ssry ivy and leslie i must learn how to use appropriate words..LOL! they were other many cold jokes that made every1 luffed like siao..but too lazy to type out..oh yar! joesph join us when were almost finishing..so he ate the marsh mellow -.-haha..haix..this will be the last gathering le...nxt holiday would be preparing 4 Olvls le...haix...i don wanna graduate! i will miss all my frens =(!!!!!! anyway..i am very proud of myself..i manage to organize a bbq despite of the time frame..like 2 days b4? LOL thanks ivy n vanessa..my co-organizers =x...haha..haix!! i wanna have more gathering!!! =( I like to thank : Valerie, Kaiying Vanessa Ivy, Michelle, Ying Ming,Esther, Ceyu, Edwin,Leslie,Joel,Yitan,Ah neh,Joseph,Curry...i had a great time!! and i hope all of you too share the same feelings as me =D! may our friendship last forever!..buzzz..

If it is to be,it is up to me
12:46 AM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

buZzz..yipee!! im back from hong kong!! haha..i really had a good time..especially eating, shopping and sight seeing..haha..ok lets get to the point..im going to describe everything that ive gone through to all of you..every single thing im going to reveal is 100% true and realiable!! don get to excited after reading..especially the part where i would mention what did all the horny guys do in the night~ heez..it started off quite well..we met at boon lay mrt cntrl station..every1 was buzzing with excitement and finally after a 1 and half hour journey..we arrived at the airport..took a group photograph and off we go to hong kong..bloody Mr Siva..i was asked to introduced the start of our educational trip (our main motive there was actually to learn more abt hk) damn it..the video is going to be shown to the whole school T_T!! ok..for the first time in my life..i sat the ValuAir...from the name..u can guess wad we will get..like what they always say..you pay peanuts, u get monkey..we arrived in hong kong...4 hrs later and has a great dinner..after that it was checking in to the hotel..at first we(tm me jh yt) were very uncomfortable..but slowly things started to get heated up...leong aik,dickson,ivan,alex,kengsian and the four of us became horny -.- lol i dun know if ive used to correct word, we started peeping at a old lady undressing in the apartment just opposite our hotel..we really had a good time..running all about and hiding around to prevent gettin caught red handed..LOL!! had so much fun luffing at one another..one thing i found really funny was when alex call my room..Alex: halo..bla bla bla. Andrew: who are you, are u joining us to watch porn -.-..whahaha!!..kk thats all for day 1...we slept quite late..ard 2+!! rise and shine!! it was our big day..we had a wonderful dim sun breakfast and a visit to Hk's industrial sites..which are 99% abandoned, this is becuz many factories and industries had moved into mainland China..the rest of the info i would nt touch..haha..cuz it will be very long! we also visited their sci centre..quite boring..nt much things as compared to our OWN sci centre..haha...after that we visited a secondary school in hk...we had some games with them and were toured around by a beautiful lady called bonnie, 18 yrs old..her english was, WOW! she speaks clearly..but its obvious she has lousy presentation skills as she was looking at a script(small cards)..but nice try young lady! erm quite alot of handsome boys and pretty gals..especially those who entertained us!! bonnie!! HEHEz..anyway a guy caught my attention..he played badminton with ting keng..but by the way he dress...i think he also plays bb..he really had a good body to drool about T_T so envious of hiM!! arghs! he also has nice features..haha..bonnie! best! rosy cheeks, pony tail..wow!!! haha..ivan was in lOve with her ..blushing after being dsiao by ivy n peiyi..haha..i also sort of tok to their headprefect..haha..young decent looking man....haha!!we has dinner and visited the Ladies street..wow alot of things happen there..all i have to say is..nxt time i go! i will nt ponder so much and i will buy everything i think i like!! arghs!! on the same nite..we has wanton noodles for supper..yummy..!!! haha..3rd day came..haha..we visited the Ocean Park!! althouht its the second time i went....but...i had a diff feeling..i felt like a child =) cute and adorable =x haha..tried the viking ship which i shout like no one's business..went into the Atoll reef where is was amazed by the diff species of sea organisms...they were HUGE..really HUGE!!! i was also a few cm away from a gigantic sting ray!!! WOW!!!!!!! the aquarium was BIG VERY VERY BIG!!! WOW!!!haha!!we did a little shopping..where i bought some clothes and a pants..haiz regret not changing more $$!!! there were so much things for me to shop!!!ok forget about shopping going to hong kong with family at the end of the year again!! haha...erm we the proceed to Victoria Peak where we over look the whole landscape of hong kong island and kowloon island..terrific sight! but wads more exciting is the "House of Wax" they were so real!!! the wax museum housed aroud 100 0dd famous ppl in the world..ppl like LEe kuan yew....Hitler...Prince Charles..haha..took a lot of pics..i also kissed some of them..haha i even touched a few of their breast!! so funny!! wahahha =x k i know im horny..but just for the fun..me and ivy even sucked thier nip =x!! haha disgusting rite..but the scene was really funny!!! the wax figures were very very very real..especially the eyes!!ok..after that we went back to the hotel..had our supper..but wad await us..it nothing but trouble..as it was the last nite...the boys decided to asked the gals to joined us in BED! bleahs..so things went on smoothly and we had a great time luffing...rolling about..crying..jumping..we got so overwhlemed that we forgot Mr Siva was just nxt nxt nxt door..our screams and laughter was so loud that it move the particles in the air and the particles vibrate so violently that the sound travelled to Mr Siva's room...this was what happen,
Knock knock, claudia went to see who was at the door..Claudia: *peep thru the door hole* !!!! let out a gasp!! sprint to the bed..every1 know that Mr siva is standing at the door *at the same time mr siva was knocking the door so hard that it might collaspe anytime* mich hid in the cupboard, claudia in the toilet, ivy n van on the floor..jh sat on the bed and act as if he was watcing sports chnl..ks put on his discman..i remained calm, took my noodles and open e door..i was trying to act that nth has happen and i was having my supper..but! that indian man..came into my room...and..guess what...the chaotic scene cause the glas to hide BUT w/o their shoes..so siva saw the shoes..and he asked "why are there so many pairs of shoes" one of then was even hello kitty tat belong to teo.ommg..i remain silent..and was about to luff out..and that siva..kpkb abit and went out..LOL!!! right after he went out, all of them came out of their hiding places and we luffed like for another 3mins...then came knocks on the door again..siva.again. SIva: how long must i wait for all of you to come out??!!! LOL I CNT HELPED BUT LUFFED IN MY HEART! cuz van n claudia was holding 2 bowls of unfinished wanton noodles in their hand..whahha..hey siva fark off..don try 3e1 okie! 3e1 +3e2 =3e3 hor! mai siao siao!ka ni noui!! wahahha our E-language!!we packed but then in the end the boys ended up in the galgs room again...lol..slpet quite soundly!! until ard 6.30am we went back to our own rooms..ok on the last day..all of us were dog tired..sang some songs and off we go to Airport! cb siva kp me again..for dropping the camera..I am the CHAIRMAN of the fotogrpaphy club hor..drop the camera 100 times also nth happen..=x wahhaha..hmmm the journey back to sg was a fruitful one..the air attendant was so cute and funny..she thanked us in front of the whole plane of passengers and sang us the remix verison of "sway" haha!! really had a good time in hk..really missed that place..regretted not bringing enuff money!!! arghs!!!!i 've made a lot of friends...especially the sec 5 and sec 4..realy had a good time with them...i had learnt alot from this trip and noticed that the lifestyle and living standard og hongkongers and singaporeans are smilar..every1 loves to shop and eat...haha...anyway i was impressed by shermin's photography skill..my senior leh!! mai siao siao haha!! its has been a fruitful journey and i wlould like to thank, Mr SIva (k la don say i nv thank u idoit) MR lOw, Mrs tan, Miss wong, nick, ivy, claudia, van, jiahao, michelle, tiong meng, yitan, peiyi, keng siang, dickson, adeline, june, leong aik aka ahma, alex, ivan,shermin, theresa,chin ho, sean,orville,eng kiat, shi zheng,alison kah hoe and ting keng..had a great time with all of you and hope our frenship will not end =)..i also liked to thank every1 who had send us to hk and recieve us frm hk..haha..now that im back in sg..there are tonnes of work waiting ofr me to do..guess i have to start...erm ill upload the pics..once i get the usb cable!! buzz..

If it is to be,it is up to me
9:30 PM